Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Thursday, October 21, 2010

Prepare myself for the worst.

So tomorrow..... urrgghhh tomorrow i haev ametting with the doctor and my sueprvisor, and mums gonna be there. What the plan is for me, my wieght hasnt been going up (WTF>?). so i think my options are like the hotel or HDV. but NO...i am not fucking going back ot HDV or the hotel. I refuse.
  i think they're my options though.

I hope thigns go well tomorrow, i think things are going to be emotional tomrrow, lots of crying.... :(

Urrghh im so nervous. I cant go back ot HDV. I jsut cant. and if i do, i wont be able to go to Englnd, i know it. Im so nervous. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.


Oh no oh no oh no.


Help me God!

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