Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Miscalculations.

Today for breakfast i had porridge, but it jsut seemed like more. i said it tot he staff but she was like no, they cant do that they have to haev the same portion. BUt iit jsut felt like more it was harder to eat.
  and then for lunch the vegetables seemed like less, it seemed like i had less vegetables than normal. It feels like evyrething is jsut off... nothign seems right.
  when i pour my drink it looks like more, when i weight up the food it lookslike more??? What is going on?

It makes everything so much harder to eat when you dont trust even wehn your using a measuring cup to meausre up???

And even in the kitchen theres only one kitchen staff which i can trust does the scandishake right, with the others i get all nervouse and dont want ot drink it. Not that i want to drink it anyway, but its almost like i can trust her that hse does it right....
  my trsut seems to be veyr down, it feels like everyone around em is tryign to trick me, fool me into taking more food that what i should.... :(

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