Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

That Tuesday feeling!

OK, so theres not Tuesday feeling, jsut a tired feeling. And the days seems to be going VERY slow. Got up at 6.50. and got ready. not evry interestting. Missed my train. :(
  But got ot school in time. Started talkign to one of the girls there. Shes really nice. her and a bunch of other girls. but the toher girls werent in my group. first we had an assembly thign adn then frecnh. French was good, btu at first it was os confusing because i knew the words, but when i said them i said them in english. so  ahd to translate form french to english to swedish, but after half an hour i was gettign ebtter at translating in my head.
  the class was an hour, but god did it feel like longer!!! :)
Then i got the tram and then the commuter. and now im here at Mando. Waiting for lunch. Tuhh... usual.
Actually today i was like, God, iwant to go otu for dinenr soem day. Go soemwhere nice, sit down with ym family, order a ncie meal and be able to sit and chat.
  Liek the nly place we go out to eat is Ikea. Hehe.-... that dont make me fel so good. BUt its alright, i know money is tight right now, so i try not to complain. But it would eb nice ot go out for dinner.
But i suppose we go out and Fika, so much and mum keeps haeving to buy food as it seems ot dissappear so wquickly. I feel bad about that, soemtimes im even like... well maybe i shouldnt eat as i eat so much anyway and it costs mum to keep havign to buy food.
  BUt maybe the not eating thing isnt jsut about the money sometimes, ok well all the tiem ifeel like i´ve eaten too much.

Now.,.. its 4 hours of boredom and eating and hten home time. Not sure what i´ll do at home. I want to finish Vampires Suck actaullly, thats soemthig for me to do!! :)

Tomorrow, its Mando 8am, and then school. i think  i ahev to have lunch early tomorrow actually. Urrghhh.... but its only English tomrrow, so thats good! Nothing to bad! :)

XxX

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