Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Saturday, September 18, 2010

Some people i cant be around!

Im not going to name names, incase they read this blog... (And i´ve been advised to not write things like this) but soem people i cant eba round. Because they dont eat. Like people seem worried when they eat aroudn me, checking if its alright. BUt you know whast im fine with that... but its the fact that when you dont eat... and i sit there haveeing my six meals a day feeling like shit. And like you dont eat. I dont expect the people around me rtto eat sizx times a day, jsut breakfast, lunch sand dinner... but some people cnat seem to do that.. adn they take veyr little when they do. And you know what... i cant be around them.. it triggers me, because then i think... well if you´re a normal person adn dont eat that much, wjhhhy cant i just follow your lead and not eat? Just eat say dinner and a small snack sometime during the day?
   But it triggers soemthing in me, and its not good.. mnost of the time i burst into tears because i cant handle the fact that i ahgve too eat so much and others dont adn they gte to tgo along with their lives.

Im hoping that if you know who you are... and read this that atleast you can make ane ffort around me.
  Because otherwise im gonna haev to avoid you, because you´re making things more diffucult than they already are, and things are pretty tough at the moment.

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