Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Saturday, September 18, 2010


 yesterdfay went fine.. nothing special happened. NO school on monday or tuesday, its a aplanning day, and then theres no point me going on wednesaday, because i can only go to the one class in the afternoon, english and i dont think theres a point. So on thursday i think i start! :)
  Then i met with the dietitain, and i got a list of snacks which i can get for school. :) They´re alright! :)
  That was about it at Mando. Ohhh.. and... im gonna take the scandishake, or calshake (Same thing, jsut different name) at home. All in the morning or evening!! Thank God! Now i dont need ot take it at Mando! Or im gonna trry it tis weekend, and then on Monday i´ll tell my supervisor whatr i thinik... but it works better that way i think!! :)
   Then.. on the way home, when i was wealking from the train to the hosue i heard an ambulance, my mind jumped to, "Omg, what if its at my house? What if soemthing had happened?" Then i laughed.. yah right... why would soemthing happen at ours?
  Then when i got to the door, i saw that i t was unlocked.. but noone was home. I got kind of worried. I called mum to see where she was.. no answer.. i tried a few more times, but the same no answer.. i even texted her. Then i called my sister and asked if she knew where mum was, she didnt. And after like another half hour we got worried. My siste came over cus we were gonna go to the cinema. We called a couple of mums friends to see if they had heard from her, nope!! NOw we got really worried, but figured it was jsut soekthign that she hadnt answered her mobile or that the power was gone.
 And what do you know.. when seh got back, seh jsut said that she hadnt answered her mobile and that she had been with her uncle. Hah.. thanx mum, we were shit worried!! :)
   Then after dinner we got ready to  go to the movies... Inception!! Finally! :)
  So that was all good, i bought sweets for my snack.. thinking it would go well... not really.
 I ate during the film, btu afterwards i felt so sick i just wanted to run for a mile, burn off all the calories... i really dont think sweets is a good idea for me now.. i jhsut cant eat that much without getting guilty thoughts... its the same with pasteries, im gonna avoid them now, i´ve shown i can eat them.. but now i dont want to. Its awfull... i hate them.
  The film was Excellent though!! Mmmm.. Leonardo DiCaprio!! :) Yum...
  I give the film 500/10!! :) Lol, it was great.. wanna see it agin! But it was 2 and a half hours.. i found it diffucult to sit through it. Half way through i wanted to get up annd stretch as all i had done was sit adn eat all dya. :/
  But it was a nice night out! :)

Today we´re jsut gonna go to iKEA, get a bed and that for our new apartemnt which we´re moving into tomorrow!! :) I think i´ll be the one sleeping on the matress, but thats alright!! :)

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