Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, September 18, 2010


Today.. it took us a while to leave hte h9ouse...thanx mum. It was like 1pm beforewe left, we decided to gfo to Ikea for lunch as we needed to buy some stuff there anyway. BUt trust me, dont go there ona saturday when its raining. First of all, theres no parking, second you have to wait for half an hour in queue for food - i took a ceasaer sald, which of course didnt weigh that much so i had to steal my mums ppotatoes!! :)
  So it was like 1.45pm by the time we had lunch. Then we went around Ikea, and bought seom stuff like towels adn pillows, just the stuffwe needed. Then we went to Ã…hlens, a shop and mum bought me a foundation - Yay!! Thnksies!! :) Why you needed to know that... i ahve no idea.
  Then we went to my sisters and we had  a cup of tea then we drove to our apartment, well its not quite ours!
  We got the keys anyway, as we´re moving in tomorrow... still not sure howw e´re gonna sort out how we sleep as theres still only one double bed. BUt things will work out.. somehow. As im all willing ot sleep on a matress, in anotherr om while my sister wants her own room, but not to sleep on a mattress, and mum doesnt mind. She thinks it might eb best for me and my sister to share the double bed, but i know thats not gonna work. Sometimes we get on great.. when we haevnt seen each other for a week, but if we´re both tired, her from schoo, me from school and  hospital. We´ll get on each others nerves and arfue aso i know that ti wont work.
   I do think i should get the mattress and a room on ym own, cus in all honesty, i have hte toughets day... i think anyway!! :)
   But as everythign got kind of packed, i didnt have my three snack.. heeh (: I dont know what i´ll do bout it, nothing really! :) But its a nice feeling, but strangely affter the ceaser salad, ifelt really sick.
  And trying to eat dinenr wa s hard. Dinner was Tagletelli with prawns (Prawns are my fav.) But in the cook book, it said the G.D.A, bad idea. Apparentyl a portion was 1010 caloreis. And how much was a portion, 100 gram? 250 gram? I dont know... but i was freaking out.
   But i got around from haveing hte sauce, which i think was hte fattiest, i jsut took the prawn, as we had put a plate on the side aswell!! :) So that calmed my mind down a bit, because i was panicking so much, wondering what to od... i cant havea  dinner thats like 1000 calories.. ahah, no way!
  But tahts it for now... tomorrow we´re moving and i dont think i´ll have internet until on Monday,... so for now... gooodbye!!


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