Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Thursday, September 30, 2010

Dont have to much to say.

Right now i dont have to much to say. went to school this morning, had assembly which turned out that us, the pupils got out our erasers adn cleaned the tables. It was like WTF? this is child cruelty!! Hah, then it was Biology. It went well.. but tiring, the hour seemd to go veyr slowly.
  Then my mum picked me up and we picked up her aunt and uncle, i think they were and went to Fika. There wanst a wide selection, a few biscuits, these cinnamon buns and some pies like apple, bluebery or raspbery. I saw that they had Biskriv these like choclate bisucit things with a like mouse filling thing. And they're usually quite small, so easy to eat. But the ones they had were HUGE, so i said, "no thanx!" and took a pear biskvi, which was smaller and kind of different from  the usual one.
  While iw as eating though my mums like, uncles wife, is that an aunt? she was like, these are sweet, which means lots of calories. I jsut looked up at mum, and she looked at me. I was like... dont fucking tell me that it has lots of calories, it was then alot harder to ^^^^From the last day,not today ^^^           eat. But i ate it.

                      Then it was back to school for the school photo, which went well, i think. then i took the tram and metro back home. So jsut after eating lunch - salmon pitti panna,salad, ketchup and because hte pitti pana didnt weigh enough, egg. But now i feel absaloutly sick. Like why do i eat egg? I jsut fel sick after i eat it. I dont knwo... its soemthign about egg, while i eat it, im ok but afterwards... god i feel so sick. Like lying down in bed and sleeping the painn off pain. When will i evr learn?Dont eat egg?
  So thats it for now... trying to concentrate on not fainting, fomr the pain in my stomach.

Thats about it for now... tomorrow im the whole day, or form 8am till 3pm at Mando and gonna take the Calshake there aswell.Not really looking forward to it. But theni haev the weekend, and i thinko n Sunday im gonna go get a  coffee with my friend,the one i had fmro when i was little,but things went a bit funny between us. It was hard to keep the friendship up when we lived in two diferent countries, but nowi want to try and rekindle the fire, not lose her friendship!! So hopefully that goes well.

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