Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Clothes melt down.

We all have these days some time, dont we?
  I seem to have them alot recently,i jsut dont find clothes interesting anymore, not that i ever really cared, but i liked to look good. Spend time... sometimes. But i cant even go shopping, it drives me crazy i cant do it.
   So i set my alarm clock so that  i would have half an hour to get ready before i walked down to the bus,but i swear, i used 29 of those minutes tryingt o find soemthing to wear. Like it doesnt help that half of my clothes are dirty and need ot be washed.
  But also, i've worn the same jeans for hte last like 3 months, and i'm tired of them. But now of course isnt a good time to go on a shopping spree, not that i would actualyl buy anything, i dont seem to find anythign that looks good on me.
   After spending WAAAYYY too much time fussing over what i was going to wear i put on a pair of jeans and a black top, my typical wear. :(
   I didnt hhave much time for my hair or make up, just mascara and my hair i tied back into a bun. But while i waited for hte train i put on foundation and lipstick, but for my hair... couldnt do much with that.

I hate those days when you just cant find anythingt o wear and everything that you haev just looks awful. And hair melt downs, im jsut waiting for Friday when i think i get to  be a hair model, get my hair bleached and maybe cut. So im tryignt o hold myself together for that because i swear i will crack soon if soemthing isn't done about my hair.
   If i dont get to go... there ewill be a screaming fit involved... hehe! :)

Now... i neeed to find soemthign to entertain myself... any suggestions?


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