Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Wants to eat but yet doesnt.


It's weird, like i feel like eating, but yet i dont. Like my stomach is telling me to go and get something eat but my mind is telling me no, you're not hungry. So it's a kind of battle goin on. Like i do feel that i should eat something but my mind keeps telling me no, so like i cant. Because i keep going back, seeing what i've eaten today, counting the calories seeing if i should allow myself to eat that apple. I dont think i will, my mind has too much control over what i eat.