Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Losing weight. :/



Arrrggghhh, i'm sorry, im completely wrecked, and soooo friggin tried and it doesnt help that all of today, (i went ot a tag rugby blitz. [ it was great fun]) i was too weak, and got tired so easily. But then of course, everyone was like "ohh, you're so thin. you need to put on weight." to anyone else, that would be a great compliment, but it drives me crazy. It's like, "lay off. I dont need to friggin gain weight, all i see is a fat person when i look in the mirror. (sorry, that sounded harsh.) but whatever people see when they look at me, i sure as hell dont see.

 And it's jsut driving me crazy now, can't people jstu back off, and leave me alone. I dont need al these comments about my weight, like, ok i haven't told anybody about my bulimia so they wouldnt know, but all these weight remarks are friggin bothering me.

And as i'm tired im just going to add, that sometimes my friends will joke and be like, "Oh, you're soo fat. Look at that weight." And this, let me tell you bothers me like fuck. So sometimes they tell me im too thin and  other times they like to point out that im fat, or whatever.

Urrgghhh.

Friends and everybody else drives me crazy. Im going to live in solitud, i cant stand people. :/

X

**Im really sorry for my rant, but im just really peeved off, and people tell me things like this, just ticks me off, and i have no one to talk to, so this blog is the right place to type it all out!! :)

*Oh, and cus im soo peeved of, i've had another shit day of purging.
 Than guys! :/

X

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